When I'm drunk

When I'm drunk,
1. I always try to call up some of my friend whom I consider very dear and rant about my life and my deepest feelings about my family.
2. I miss my family very much.
3. I listen to songs which have a touch of melancholy.
4. I DONT blog, instead harp out all my feelings to a close and dear friend.
5. Fear death or fear the pain of losing someone close to me.
6. Want someone who can take all my sorrows and just ease my pains.
7. I just want to fall off to sleep
And these are the things that I want to do now. COS I'm drunk!!!