When I'm drunk

When I'm drunk,
1. I always try to call up some of my friend whom I consider very dear and rant about my life and my deepest feelings about my family.
2. I miss my family very much.
3. I listen to songs which have a touch of melancholy.
4. I DONT blog, instead harp out all my feelings to a close and dear friend.
5. Fear death or fear the pain of losing someone close to me.
6. Want someone who can take all my sorrows and just ease my pains.
7. I just want to fall off to sleep
And these are the things that I want to do now. COS I'm drunk!!!

Random Meanderings !

Its 04:40 am here right now, worked until 03:00 and some haphazard browsing thereafter, the outcome - this blog post. I do sometimes get bogged down when I see other people who I feel are more creative than I am. I feel like a nondescript, non-creative, unimaginative, creature living on this planet that has a plethora of unfathomable talent and I dont even have an infinitesimal percent of it.

Whist, I'm pondering this, I am reminded of this amazing quote by Einstein which reminds us all, how trivial we are in this universe. The quote goes like this...

"My religion consists of a humble admiration,
of the illimitable superior spirit who,
reveals himself in the slight details,
we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind"

I was not able to remember the quote perfectly, but when I googled on it, I found this one. Interesting ! I had thought it (the quote) ended with "narrow and feeble mind".

The thought depresses me.

And the mind meanders again into wilderness like the bee ever in search of nectar, so is the mind searching for more "thought-provoking" flowers to ponder on.